Chapter 147 ANGER
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"Prove it," She says, her voice is firm and she isn't giving any expression to me at all.
I don't know if it's a challenge or my only chance to explain things that have been troubling her. But I am not good with words and I am sure she won't listen to my words but her body, her body obeys my every touch.
Hence, I could prove my sincerity from my body to her. She should know that her indifferent and distant behavior has caused me how much loss, and how much I am yearning for her touch.
Taking a step, I close the distance between us and then wrap my arm around her neck pulling her closer to me, her gaze intense on me trying to look through me. No, Tessy, you can't.
You can't go into my past but this present, at this moment, I am all yours and that is the damn truth.
As soon as our lips touch, I feel alive again, I know she has lightened up something in me, I know she is the best thing that happened to me and perhaps that's the disadvantage of our contractual relationship.
I shouldn't be finding my peace in her when I already know that she has to leave at one point. I shouldn't be trying to think of ways to keep her with me because no matter what Ann won't let her stay with me, with us.
I got lost in her, completely lost. A few days feel like an eternity when I finally push myself inside her feeling her warmth. I realize how much I have missed her these days. Not my body, but my heart, my mind, everything yearns for her.
I know I am being greedy and selfish keeping her with me without revealing the truth but I am afraid the moment I tell her the truth she would start hating me and then leave me. I want to enjoy each second of my life with her until we have the time together.
My thrusts were strong and powerful and she as expected tried her best to meet my thrusts, always so responsive and tempting.
"So, my little Tessy, are you satisfied with my apology now?" I ask, panting, my voice is hoarse from the immense pleasure.
She stuttered a "Yes" with difficulty, panting. My hand goes into her hair, pulling her back to me until she touches my chest, "If you dare push yourself away from me again… Do you know how difficult it was for me to sleep without you in my arms?" I reveal.
She should know how much she had tortured me these last few days.
"Please…" She whimpers when my hand starts assaulting her br**sts sweetly and smiling in satisfaction, I give her what she wants, what I want.
We both had a mind-blowing intimacy and when it finished, I picked her up, and we are under the shower cleaning our sweaty exhausted bodies.
Tonight, as always before I embrace her in my arms and inhale her scent, F**k, I had missed this warmth so much.
"We forget the condom…" Suddenly, my brain hits.
Shit !!
"I think I should keep some condoms in the washroom too," I murmur, and when I look down I find Tessa grinning. This woman always makes me forget everything, snuggling her in my arms, I fall into a deep peaceful sleep.
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"Andrew…" Ann's voice brings me out of my daze as I look at her and then the pill in her hand. I had been staring at the pill for a long time. I don't want this, Last night was fantastic with Tessa thankfully I was able to control my heat with her.
I don't want to lose control and upset her. Already I had spent a terrible time with her indifferent behavior and I don't want that terrible time to darken my days again.
Hence, now I am hesitant to gulp down this pill.
But, I have no choice, with a deep sigh, I finally swallow the pill with a bitter face.
****
"Tessa, dear, I have cut caffeine from your diet, you won't be consuming it anymore." At the breakfast table, Ann announces Tessa's new diet that doesn't include coffee at all.
I was indulging in my breakfast when I felt Tessa's mood sinking, I don't know why?
Before leaving, I kiss her forehead and whisper, "What's wrong?"
She shakes her head and refuses to talk, "Nothing." I could see her face getting gloomy but I don't have any idea what has happened to her? Did I do something but what?
I wasn't able to ask her any further questions as Ann is still around us, I leave with a perplexed heart not knowing what upsets Tessa so much.
After finishing the first design meeting, I immediately called my wife, Tessa. I need to ask her what happened otherwise I would be spending my whole day with weird and negative thoughts.
"Oh wow, hubby, how come you call me today?" She picks up my call instantly and her voice seems good, not upset at all.
"You look upset, what happened? Did I do something again?" I ask, hesitant and worried.
"No, it's not you but Ann…" She says and I pause for a moment, Did Ann scold her again??
I hope not.
"What did she do?" I ask with a heavy heart, I don't want Ann and Tessa to be in a cold and bitter relationship. Things could get better only when Tessa and Ann remain good to each other.
"She changed my diet and I… I can't start my day without caffeine… I need my coffee…" She complains like a small child and I sigh with relief.
So, it's just coffee. I thought it was something huge.
Huh …
I laughed, relieved and that made Tessa furious, "You're laughing at me?"
"No, I am laughing at your words… You need coffee… You are complaining like a small child, Tessy… You can replace the coffee with something else, not a big deal…" I explain to her calmly. If Ann has cut off her caffeine then no one can give her back.
"I want my coffee back…" She says stubbornly, as usual, not paying attention to my words. Oh, my sweet Tessy.
I laugh again, which makes her yell furiously, "It's useless to talk to you… You are so bad…" and then she disconnects my call.
I called her back but she didn't receive my call at all. I tried once more and again with no response.
I guess she is serious about her coffee. Hence, I need to talk to Ann about it.
When we reach back, I follow Ann and she notices my presence behind her as she turns and questions, "What's wrong, Andrew?"
I gulp at first, getting my courage and then I speak, "Ann, I want you to allow Tessa one cup of coffee per day."
She listens carefully and then shrugs calmly, "Andrew, the caffeine isn't good for conceiving a child."
Ann starts to walk towards her room and I follow her closely, "One cup won't harm her." I protest.
"I'll see Andrew." She says once she steps inside her room and I go back to mine changing my clothes. Tessa isn't here, she must be waiting for us at the dinner table.
I walk towards the elevator and join Ann, "So, have you decided, Ann?" I ask, desperate.
"Andrew, stop forcing me, I told you it isn't good for her." Ann refuses as I had expected from her.
"I don't care. Ann. She likes coffee and one cup won't be harmful." I try to argue but Ann stays firm on her decision, "No."
I feel too helpless yet irritated by Ann's stubbornness and there I see my wife sitting on the sofa, I give her a smile but she looks away F**k she is still mad.
As we sit on the table I notice that Tessa has not touched her food at all. "Why are you not eating?" I ask in concern.
"I don't like fish," She whispers and I am amused for a moment. She loves coffee and hates fish. Two ticks in my mind.
"Well, you can eat this then," I offer her my steak and her face lights up, Thanks, Lord.
"Tessa has to finish her Cod… Andrew, you finish your steak." Ann's strict voice interrupts our blissful moment and again Tessa's face falls.
Reluctantly, I put my plate back on the table and I could sense Tessa's temper rising and afraid that she would do something impulsive, I held her hand in a firm grip.
She looks at my hand and then meets my gaze, our eyes fixed as I mentally beg her to not act impulsively and then start rubbing my thumb on the back of her hand hoping it would soothe her anger.
She took a deep sigh and finally she started to eat her food and I sigh in relief.
God, what I would have done without Tessa, she is so obedient and caring, that the respect in my heart starts to grow for her. She is truly a gem.
After finishing the dinner, she strode off quickly, not even waiting for me for a second. I know she is showing me her temper and she has the right to get angry at me. After all, it's because of me she is getting this food torture.
I sigh and then again look at Ann for any hope, "Ann, it's just one f**king cup of coffee." I growl in anger as I follow Tessa to our room.
Ann has to stop controlling our lives, what does she get by doing this useless thing??
