Chapter 144 COULD THIS BE LOVE?
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She stays still. Panting. Anticipating.
She knows there is no way to stop my beast now. I soothe the area I've just hit with a slow, gentle caress.
She starts to squirm beneath me as I warn her, "Keep still Or I spank you for longer."
I rub her sweet flesh, and start again, taking turns, left cheek, right cheek, middle.
She cries out and I love the pain reflecting in her voice, it's an immensely pleasing sound to hear. I trace the pink handprint I've left on her skin. Her ass is pinking up nicely.
It looks glorious.
I spank her over and over and finally when I stop. I'm breathless, my palm is stinging, and my member is rigid.
I lean down and very gently caress her pink bottom with my tongue soothing her pain and when I give her a little nip, a moan escapes from her mouth pleasing me to the edge.
"You like my mouth on your back," I say in awe. Then I push her further into the bed as I want her back to rise up for me. Quickly taking off my trouser, I look for the condom I have kept in the drawer.
Rolling the condom on quickly and efficiently, I position myself behind her just before she cries out, "No… No…" Ignoring her refusal, I hold her up, and then just in one push skillfully I am all inside her.
She moans, forgetting all her resistance as I start to move, in and out of her. I pound into her watching my member disappear beneath her pink backside.
She grinds with each thrust, her cries getting higher and higher. She clenches around me as she comes, hard.
Good Girl.
"Tessy," I follow her over the edge as I climax into her and lose all the heat feeling relieved and calm. Finally,
I collapse on top of her and then quickly untie the knot on her wrist that I had made from my T-shirt. Laying beside her, I pull her wrist to check on them, "Are you okay, Tessy?" I ask pulling her closer to me.
Did I just cross the line? I don't know…
She nods her head giving me relief. Thank God, she is not mad and neither does she notice the difference in me. I am afraid if she would know about the pills and my depression she might judge me in a different way.
"Tessy, You need to get ready for your appointment." I remind her after a while and finally, she pulls herself away from me and walks straight to the washroom.
I could feel she is cold towards me or indifferent or maybe angry I guess. I sit up, holding my head in my hands and groaning unhappily. I knew I would do something.
These pills have to stop, I should talk to Ann, yeah, that will do.
Instead of joining Tessa, I decided to take shower in my old room. I still have some of my clothes there.
After dressing up, I walk back to check on Tessa but as I enter the room I get stunned when I see her and Miss Celine sitting on the sofa with an anxious faces especially when Tessa's eyes are bloodshot red and swollen. How? From crying??
F**k
"Breakfast has been served." Miss Celine wisely steps out of the room noticing my dark face leaving me and Tessa alone and I appreciate her cleverness.
Giving a polite nod to her, I quickly close the door as I turn to the crying mess, my wife, Tessa.
Her head lowers as I walk towards her and then sit beside her, "Did I hurt you?" I ask, calmly.
Taking a deep breath she replies. "I am fine."
She looks collected and mad. I know I have lost control with her but next time I will try my best to not cross the line. But before this, I should explain to her, "I like very much what we did before." I pause when I see her tremble in fear. "But… I won't be doing it again… I just… got a little out of control."
I hold her hand hoping she would listen but no, she just pulls her hand away from my hold and then quickly makes an excuse of Ann.
"I am tired, Andrew. Let's go down, Ann must be waiting for us."
She stands up dismissing the topic, I sigh inwardly, maybe we should just forget about what happened before but then her appointment, I quickly stand up and hold her wrist to stop her, "Don't tell anything to the doctor, stay cautious." I remind her.
I don't want her to spill the beans about our sex life to the doctor. I don't know if she knows but Ann knows everything about her health and she discusses everything with the doctor about her and I am afraid if somehow she will reveal the protection we have been using Ann would kill me for sure.
Like, I am willing to give my life to her but what then she will do to Tessa, only God knows. Ann always wanted what she demanded and if she didn't get it then she made sure that no one would get it. I have seen the way she handles the business after my parent's demise.
Ann is the cruelest when it comes to her desires and the desire for a child is growing day by day in her.
"I will." She reassured me with a smile.
I feel blessed to have Tessa in my life, God has really been kind to me as he has sent Tessa to me. I don't want her to go and I hope she will never leave me too.
We both go down together and after having breakfast, I leave. Ann didn't want me to accompany them to the hospital and neither did Tessa ask me to join her so then there is no reason for me to stay as I head straight for my office.
I lean back in my seat as Ron drives the car. Lost in thinking about my morning heat and then Tessa's reaction. I have hurt her somehow and also scared her. I should talk to Ann briefly about those pills. But, what am I gonna say in my protest?
I have never refused her before so how come now? And besides, if she knows the reason behind my refusal then she would surely force me to continue the pills after all this is all she wants from Tessa, having sex with me and then bearing my child.
But she has no idea that it's not just sex between us, I have started feeling things for her although I am not sure that it is love, how could I possibly fall in love with someone so fast? And what about my feelings for Mona? How could Tessa change them so quickly?
How could this be love?? How?
