Chapter 183
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"Get ready to see me crash and burn. Again!" I say as I slowly walk back to him as he lifts does giant dumbbells. He's so strong. I get to him
"So!" I say which startles him a bit "You are back" he smiles
"Yes I are, am I'm sorry I don't know why I said are" he laughs. I'm such a dork
"What's up?" I seriously do not know, I can't focus on anything but his amazing pecks that are piercing through that tight tank
"Umm just wondering how much you lift, those seem pretty heavy" that's the best I could do "50 each. Why?"
"I just wanted to know what your secret is, you're so muscular," I say and my hand just spazzes out
and squeezes his arm, FUCK MY LIFE!
He doesn't seem to mind "thanks" he laughs "well all I do is eat healthily and workout, a lot" "It shows" someone please stop me
He laughs again "yeah. Anything else you want to know?"
"Nope that's it, thanks" I start to walk away and he watches "I'll see you soon!" I say as I run back to Jules.
"How'd it go?" she asks
"We're never coming back here again," I say as I grab my stuff to leave. "What happened?" she runs behind me as I walk to my car
"That was freaking embarrassing Jules" "You're so over dramatic"
"Am not!" I get to my car and throw my gym bag in the trunk
"Yeah you are. Remember that time you got a paper cut and told everyone Crackle gave you rabies"
Crackle is her cat
"It might as well have been rabies"
"She doesn't have any rabies!" we get into the car and I start it and drive away. As we walk to my apartment I pull out my phone checking his Instagram
"He posted a pic!" I get excited and show Jules "why is he so beautiful?" I ask as we walk in "Have you gone through all his pics yet to make sure he doesn't have a boyfriend or girlfriend we
don't know what he prefers"
"He's gay I know it and yes I have. There are pics of him and other guys but nothing worth crying over." We spend the rest of our day drinking and plotting. Next morning I woke up very disoriented and confused, I think we passed out "what happened?" I ask trying to climb from under Jules "get off me fool" I push her off
"Too much movement!" she whines and I manage to get out from under her just to fall on the floor "Get up Jules" I shake her
"No no no don't do that" she quickly sits up holding her mouth
"DON'T THROW UP ON MY SHIT!" I yell and she runs to the bathroom. I look around the room trying to figure out how much we had to drink and it seems like a lot.
"We had way too much to drink" Jules says walking back
"You think!" After that, we got ourselves together and tried to go about our day. I couldn't remember what happened that night but I had to get to work so I didn't really worry about it. 2 or 3 days later Jules and I are pulling up to the gym "could've sworn I said we weren't coming back here" she parks
"Suck it up Crim" she gets out and I follow. What if he shows up I'm not ready to face him, haven't even done step 3 yet, maybe he won't recognize me.
I head to the boy's locker room and start to change. A bit later as I'm shutting my locker I feel someone's presence behind me so I turn around. My eyes grow when I see Spencer standing there smiling at me "hey you" he greets me still smiling
Stay chill Crim "hey to you too" I smile trying to not show how nervous I am
"Ok so I was thinking about it and instead of dinner then a movie I think we should see a movie first then get dinner, because I get super queasy when I watch something on a full stomach.." he's talking and I can't understand a word he's saying. I mean I understand the words but I don't understand why he's saying them to me
"Excuse me?" I look behind me to make sure he's talking to me "you're talking to me?" "Who else would I be talking to?" he laughs.
As I think about it all starts to come back to me, my eyes start to grow "oh, my god" I whisper realizing. "Excuse me for a sec" I run out of the locker room looking for Jules "remember how we couldn't figure out what happened the other night when we got trashed" I run up to her out of breath
"Yeah" she turns to me as she uses the elliptical
"I or we messaged Spencer and made a date with him!" I whisper-yell trying to not freak out more than I'm already freaking out
"Not possible I'd remember that" she stops and steps off the machine.
Pulling out my phone I search for our conversation. Scrolling down our conversation I see it all "oh my god I don't remember saying any of this stuff" I think I'm gonna crying
She takes the phone from me "Jesus you guy talked for a while, how did he not notice you were drunk half of these words are spelled very wrong"
"That's not the point Jules! He just spoke to me in the locker room about our dinner and movie date" "Stop freaking out"
"I have to get out this. You have to get me out of this!"
"Me! Why me?"
"I don't know how but I feel like this is your fault" we stand there arguing "Shhhh stop talking he's coming" oh my god
"What do I do?" I ask whispering
"Just come clean and don't fuck up" she runs away before I couldn't say anything. It's too late for me to run because he's right behind me.
