Chapter 142
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"You gave up doing porn for him?" My therapist asks "I did and I didn't regret it"
"He kept doing it though?"
"He did and it took a big toll on our relationship, as much as I thought it wouldn't change us it did. We became different people who wanted different things, so I left."
I never found anyone else to love me like Gage did, my past was no secret to him and it made him love me even more, and the way I felt about him I knew that even though I left he'd always be in my heart. His laugh, the way he knew how to hold me when my world was falling apart. I never slept after we broke up, I didn't have my rock to hold me down and I became someone I hated.
"Alright Matt good work today" she puts the pad down "every step is closer to where you want to get and today was a huge step for you"
"Thank you" I stand up and we shake hands "Great so same time next week?"
"Yeah" I agree and we walk to the door "see you then"
"Bye bye" we wave and I leave.
Getting home I open the door "hey you here?" I ask as I drop my things "Yeah, how was it?"
"Good" we meet each other half way "I got through talking about you today"
Gage smiles at me "I know I can't ask what you talked about, but how do you feel?" "Good it was nice remembering the old times"
"I'm glad." Coming together we start to kiss "I got pizza if you're hungry"
"Oh my god you beautiful man!" Getting out of our embrace I walk to the kitchen to find the box on the table
"I try" he replies walking back to the tv sitting on the couch.
"Ugh my back is killing me" I complain as I eat the pizza "the therapist's couch is seriously uncomfortable"
"That's kind of ironic, maybe you should say something"
"Yeah I'm going to complain to the person trying to fix my life about their awful couch" I reply sitting next to him carrying the pizza
"I can give you a massage"
I gasp turning to him "would you?" I ask with a mouth full of pizza
He laughs "because your greasy face looks very adorable right now yes"
"What would I do without you come on!" We get off the couch and I tear all my clothes off climbing the bed, grabbing the massage oil
Gage straddles my back "and no funny business either!"
"I don't know what you're talking about" he slowly starts to run his warm hands on my back "Yeah sure you don't." The more Gage massages my back the more relaxed I get "oh my god baby
that's the spot!" He finds the knot in my lower back.
Getting distracted Gage starts to run his hands grabbing and massaging my ass, I can feel his finger slowly run against my crack "hey focus buddy!" I snap at him
Laughing he moves his hands back up "sorry it was tempting."
He massages my back so good I close my eyes and enjoy it, rubbing the oil in, Gage starts to kiss my back and shoulders his lips and hands feels so good. Little moans start to escape my mouth
Rubbing my ass once again he plays with it and it feels amazing "don't want me to stop?" He asks "No please don't!" I reply eyes shut enjoying his kisses and bites on my ass
"Fuck I'm so hard baby" "You want it?"
Flipping me over he gets between my legs and hovers his face over mine "you know I do"
"Take it" I whisper to him and he takes it out slowly running it up and down my hole teasing me.
I shutter at the touch of his cock "yeah you want it too" he grins face still over mine, I shake my head and he slowly slides it in "kiss me" he demands as he uses his hands to hold me tight while he slides his dick in and out of me. Happily obeying I kiss my beautiful boyfriend as he fucks me.
Gage fucks me senseless like only he can, our bodies wrapped around each other's as he takes me, uncontrollable moans showing each other how good we're making the other feel.
There's nothing like being in love with the person you're having sex with, fucking is great but when you truly feel unexplainable emotions for someone, it makes the sex so much better.
