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Dora was my secretary.After avoiding her for a long time,even our work was a bit disrupted.
But this didn't make Dora back down.Instead,it made her more unbridled.From cleaning the house to bringing me the bento she made herself at work,she did one thing after another.
Later,I let Dora do things for me and pretended not to know her feelings for me.Dora became even bolder.Whenever she had time,she would come to the villa to clean for me.I directly gave her the key to the house.
When I received Amanda's call,Dora was curled up on the sofa,looking at her phone,eating sunflower seeds,and drinking a bottle of soda,looking very comfortable.
I held my breath and listened to Amanda's voice.I felt so guilty that I wanted to cry.Dora noticed my abnormality and froze in place.
After hanging up the phone,I suddenly got very angry and said a lot of mean things to drive Dora away.Later,I thought that I was probably feeling guilty.
After Dora left,I cleaned the house thoroughly to welcome Amanda,who was about to return to the country.
I thought that finally I could live a good life with Amanda,and finally we could be together forever.
On the day I picked Amanda up,I was extremely excited.I felt like I had gone back to many years ago,back to the beautiful moment when we first fell in love.Holding her in my arms,I felt like I was holding the whole world.
Until Dora called me in the middle of the night.Hearing her drunk voice and crying,I was very angry and helpless,but I had to lower my voice and coax her to go back home as soon as possible.
After sending Dora home,I felt that feeling of guilt again.I didn't know where this feeling came from,but I just felt very uncomfortable.I told myself over and over again that I loved Amanda Lin,and I told her that I loved her over and over again.
That day in the company,when I saw Dora and Amanda standing face to face,I clearly saw the hurt in Dora's eyes.I suddenly realized that,it seemed,I had really hurt her.
Later,when I recalled this scene,I suddenly realized that the first person I thought of wasn't Amanda Lin.
In order to prove that I still really loved Amanda,I directly proposed getting married.The next day,when I saw Dora drunk again,I knew that everything was out of control.I couldn't even understand my own heart.I directly cut off Dora's hopes and said that I was going to marry Amanda.
I had to marry Amanda.Amanda only had me,and it was even more impossible for her to marry someone else.I would never agree to that.
But just when I was determined to live a good life with her,I lost her.
That day after work,I bought a bunch of pink roses.They were delicate and beautiful,waiting to see their owner.
When I opened the door,the house was unusually clean and quiet.I searched around.It wasn't until I found that her phone was busy when I called and there was a red exclamation mark when I sent a WeChat message that I realized something was wrong.
I went out and wanted to go find her.When I lowered my head,I saw a letter and the key to the house that Amanda had left behind.
In an instant,the world turned dark.
Christopher:
My dear big boy,it was such a lucky thing to meet you.The moment you forcefully broke into my world,I knew that I was done for.
Sure enough,I fell deeply in love.I loved that sincere and passionate boy,the boy who had me in his heart and eyes.The more I loved you,the more I couldn't accept that your thoughts were wandering and that your heart was affected by someone else.
Christopher,we have shared the most beautiful years of each other's lives.It doesn't matter who you marry in the future or who you have children with.I married you in my heart when I was eighteen.
In my heart,you will always be a young man,always clean and bright,always having a pleasant smell,and always having a dazzling smile.
In this life,I will neither see you nor think of you.
Best wishes.
Amanda Lin
Only at this moment did I realize that Amanda Lin had seen everything.She could see my entanglement and my panic.
I finally understood why she was so abnormal last night.
She was saying goodbye to me.
I slumped to the ground,opened my eyes wide,and wanted to read the letter again.But my eyes were so blurry that the tears I dropped on the letter blurred some of the words.I was so anxious that I tried to wipe them,but the words became even more blurred.
Where is she now?
I hate myself so much.I probably won't be able to forgive myself for the rest of my life.She is an irreplaceable existence.She is my eternal love,but I can never explain it to her again.
I tried to look for Amanda Lin,but she just disappeared from my world like this,not leaving me even a shred of hope.
It was probably a long time later that I went on a business trip to another city.
I was sitting in the car of a business partner,listening to him talk about the local specialty dishes.Just then,Amanda Lin walked past the car.
I was stunned for a moment,quickly opened the car door,and got out.But I was once again stunned by what I saw.
A tall man was lazily leaning on Amanda's shoulder,openly putting his arm around her waist and acting coquettishly.
"We agreed to go eat hot pot tonight.You can't go back on your word.Otherwise,I'll teach you a lesson when we get home."
Amanda Lin helplessly pushed his head away and replied with a bit of amusement,"All right,Lucas.Can't you speak properly?Is it really necessary to make such a fuss about eating hot pot?"
The man was delighted and took the opportunity to kiss her on the cheek,making a rather loud smacking sound.
The two of them walked further and further away.It wasn't until I was tugged at by someone and heard a voice beside me asking,"Mr.Johnson,have you decided?What shall we have for dinner tonight?"
I tightened my fingers and gave a sad smile,"Let's have hot pot then."
