Chapter 65
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Walking towards Ahren's room, he entered. Then he saw Ahren who was sitting on the bed while reading a little story book about a wolf and a bunny. Ascian's lips slowly curled upwards seeing him and he took a few steps towards him.
"Daddy.." Ahren smiled looking at him.
"How are you feeling?" he asked, sitting on the bed next to Ahren. Then he raised his arm and caressed his face in a loving manner.
"I'm good, daddy," he replied. Then moving closer to Ascian, he just hugged him so tightly and buried his little face against his muscular chest. Seeing Ahren, Ascian's heart tightened. He's a strong kid, he's just simply controlling his emotions. Without Mirela, he was acting as if he was dead.
Ascian could clearly feel it, without Mirela he couldn't do anything and he was helpless along with Ahren. He couldn't feel anything about her, he tried, he just simply tried so fucking hard to find her in these two weeks but he gained nothing. No one knows and there's no clue about her. If he had to find her, it would always be from the fake woman who's pretending to be Mirela. But he was waiting for the right time!
"Daddy, how are we going to find momma now?" hearing Ahren's voice, Ascian sighed. He also doesn't know how to find Mirela. Taking a deep breath, he kissed Ahren's head before answering him.
"We will find her soon, Ahren. Just be patient, okay?" he comforted Ahren. Looking at him with sadness filled eyes, he nodded with a little smile on his face. Ascian knows that Ahren believes him and he will patiently wait until he finds Mirela.
"I miss momma," he muttered and hugged Ascian again. Not only him, he also misses her. Everything about his Mirela, he just simply missed her. The way she looked at him and the way she gets angry at him and especially the food she cooks.
"I also miss her, Ahren" he whispered, hugging him so tightly. Ahren is the only thing he has now so he needed to protect him without letting anyone hurt him. He doesn't know how Mirela and what had happened to her. He couldn't feel anything.
He was scared, he was scared about the thought of men bullying her. She was a gorgeous woman and any man would fall for her as soon as they saw her. So he didn't know how she could survive if something like that happened to her. Because she's just so weak. She's just simply a human woman. Without her wolf she cannot do anything and she's also physically weak.
Every time he thought about that, his heart bled. He didn't know how to express the feelings inside of his heart. Living without her presence for two weeks made him realize that he had already fallen in love with her so badly. He had lost her once and he was not ready to lose her again. He needed him and also his son needed her. Without her, both of them are in a maze where they couldn't find the truth path.
"We will find momma as soon as possible, Ahren. Sleep now, daddy has a work to do" kissing Ahren's forehead he got up on the bed and laid him on the bed as he covered Ahren with the quilt.
"Good night daddy" Ahren whispered with a little beautiful smile on his face which made Ascian's heart fill with happiness.
"I'm locking the door outside. And you also have a key but no matter who talked to you, don't come out. When I'm back, I'll just come into the room, I have keys" he said with a serious voice and Ahren nodded at him obediently. Then patting Ahren's head, Ascian walked towards the door. Then he just simply got out of the room after taking another glance at Ahren.
Locking Ahren's room, Ascian walked away. Then as he walked downstairs, he saw the woman who was pretending to be Mirela sitting on the sofa while eating fried chicken which Mirela never does. Mirela wasn't interested in eating meat but she ate because of the fact she was weak. But she never liked eating meat like this. She was just simply different from both him and Ahren and especially this woman.
"Ascian…" seeing him coming she stood up from the sofa and looked at him with a smile. His heart turned cold seeing her smile, he didn't want to smile at another woman who was not his Mirela. Looking away from her, he walked towards the door.
"Ascian.. Where are you going? Can you at least be with me tonight? It's been two weeks since we last slept together" she said with a broken voice as she grabbed him from his arm and stopped him from going out of the house.
"Why? You want to sleep with me that much?" with a smirk. He looked at her. She lowered her head, after a while again looked up at him with a smile on her face.
"Let's have another baby Ascian. Let's have another son" her voice made his heart fill with fury. Clenching his jaws, he controlled himself not wanting to rip her head aparts on the spot.
Another son? For what? Mirela knew that he wanted a daughter and not a son! He already has a son and he just doesn't need one more because Ahren was more than enough! He knew this woman's intentions, getting pregnant by him means that there was no way for him to get rid of her. But does he even care? He would just kill both her and the baby! Only Mirela could give birth to his children.
"I have Ahren. No need for another son" shaking her hand away, he said. Then looked at her, raising his eyebrows. Her face changed, it held the displeasure about his words. His lips slowly curled upwards to a smirk and he watched her for a while.
"Well, I'm going somewhere. Wait for me in the room." he smiled at her and caressed her face.
Then her face lit up, the happiness could be seen in her face as she looked at him after hearing his words. She nodded at him immediately and then she giggled looking into his eyes. She was thinking about sleeping with Ascian while Ascian was planning a vicious plot against her. He's going to find Mirela and take her back home.
For Mirela, he would just do anything! Even if he had to paint the world in blood, he would just not hesitate for that. He would just simply do it and take her back with him. Because seeing Ahren's sad face every day, he couldn't wait anymore.
"Alright Ascian.. I'll wait. Come home quickly. Don't let me wait for so long" she smiled at him and said. He nodded at her and walked out of the house. Walking through the courtyard, he looked back.
He chuckled viciously seeing that she was not standing at the door. Only real Mirela did that thing! No matter how many women came to him with Mirela's profile, he would never get attached because he knew what kind of woman she was more than anyone in the world. He had experienced his life with her and they way she perfectly did everything.
Looking ahead again, Ascian walked away.
