Chapter 44
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Ascian sighed and stepped towards Mirela as he spoke. Guilty was killing him and he clearly knew the things he did were wrong. Her anger is fair. He forcefully smiled at her and pulled her to him as she placed her both hands against his chest and pushed him away.
"Do you know that you're disgusting?" she asked.
Ascian clenched his jaws and watched her face without uttering a word. She was not like this before, but now she just gets angry easily. He knows that it was all because of him but he just didn't want to believe it. He wanted his normal and innocent Mirela not the savage one in front of him.
"I know that I'm always disgusting. It was just not because I slept with women, I was simply disgusting ever since I was born. I can't help it" he looked into her blue eyes and uttered honestly.
He was always disgusted by everyone and his mother was the first one to do it so he doesn't mind it anymore. But he just didn't want her to think that he's disgusting for some unknown reason.
Mirela watched him for a while and lowered her head without telling anything, he chuckled looking at her and then again wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her to him. Lowering his face he kissed her neck and licked the mark he made on her.
"Mirela, things have changed. You're not the same girl who was with me three years ago and I'm also not the same man and we also have a son together. Just let go of the past and be with me. I will find a way to get your wolf back. I promise you"
"Until then, just listen to me and be obedient, okay?" he whispered against her ear as he kissed all over her neck. He just wanted to keep her with him, he didn't want to lose her again. Then she clutched his shirt and sighed as she buried her face against his neck.
"I don't know Ascian" she muttered. His heart softened hearing her innocent voice, then he just nodded at her and kissed her forehead.
"Didn't you always want to be my wife?" he asked her. Raising her head, she looked up at him and bit her lower lip shyly. Then looked away from his eyes and sighed with a small nod. She always wanted to be his wife, even if he didn't want to make her.
"Well, after I dealt with Ahren's problem, I'll marry you okay?" His words were honest. He really wanted to marry her. He's already twenty eight years old, he's no longer in his youth so he should just think about everything as a matured man.
Marrying her meant he had to take a big responsibility because she was no longer strong or powerful. And at the same time he was a father and his son was cursed by his own mother. Ascian was helpless in every way but he didn't want anyone to show it. Most of the things happened because of his own arrogant deeds.
"It doesn't matter Ascian. I will stay like this. If you marry me that means so many people will pay attention to me so you know…" she said looking at him. His heart tightened seeing her, she was an intelligent woman and could understand everything properly. He sighed and nodded at her.
"It's okay, just don't think about it," he said. Then kissing her forehead, he broke the hug and released her.
"I regret. Doing that thing to you" he spoke with a smile. Mirela looked into his eyes and stayed without saying anything. He didn't miss the way her eyes filled with tears. Seeing her tears, he remembered how she struggled on the bed that day after he rejected. She never expected him to do something like that to her.
If she ever knew, would she come with him ignoring her brother's warnings? Why he was so fucking stupid and hurt her like that? She even took care of him for a week. No one had ever treated him like that, only she did.
"Just forget it" she smiled at him and uttered, making his heartbeat go wild. He looked into her eyes and nodded with a smile. It's great if she could let go of the past. Then he looked at her ears again and smiled.
"Alright, come here" he said with a smile as she bit her lower lip and spread her arm before hugging him so tightly. After so many fucking year, Ascian's heart was finally at peace. She's in his arms again and she had just forgave him for everything.
"Daddy," hearing Ahren's voice. He broke the hug and looked at him. Ascian's body went numb seeing that Ahren was bleeding. He immediately strode towards Ahren and picked him up as he wiped the blood on his nose.
"Does it hurt?" he asked, then Ahren cutely smiled at him and shook his head as he wrapped his little arms around Ascian's neck. Then he looked at Mirela and smiled. Ascian turned and looked at her as his heart tightened seeing her.
The look she had on her face was something he couldn't describe, pain, hurt and fear of losing her son. She was just scared. Shaking her head as if she was insane she walked towards him and looked at Ahren.
"What? Why? Ascian?" she asked as she grabbed his arm. Ascian watched the way her eyes cried and his heart felt someone was stabbing it.
"Nothing, don't be afraid. I will deal with this. Please Mirela.. Believe me" he muttered. Her body was trembling and she looked at him. She shook her head with fear and parted her trembling lips as if she wanted to say something.
"Please.." she begged, clutching his shirt. Ascian clenched his jaws seeing her. He has no idea about how much Mirela loved the little boy in his arms. She is just simply different from his mother. She loved and was scared to lose.
"Nothing will happen, I know what to do," he said. No matter what happened, he's not gonna let anything happen to his son. He should protect his son with everything, he will not be able to have more kids in the future so he should make sure the safety of Ahren.
"Momma, why are you crying? Don't cry '' Ahren raised his arm and caressed Mirela's face not knowing that she was crying for him. He was a little kid and he had no idea about what's happening with him. He just still keeps smiling.
Looking at him Ascian's heart ached. He just sighed helplessly and patted Ahren's back. With a smile, he kissed Ahren's forehead.
"Mirela, I'm taking him now. There's no need to wait" he said. Then she looked at him with horror and helplessly nodded her head. She really didn't want him to take Ahren to the blood forest but she just didn't have a choice. She wanted her son to be cured.
Ascian felt Mirela's feelings and he kissed her forehead before walking into the washroom with Ahren. He should wash him and then take him to the forest. He's going to make that fucking curse of his mother vanish.
His heart was filled with anger and hatred towards his mother, even if she died, she was just still making things hard for him. A woman like her should die, and he did that but never expected her bloody curse would go worse like this.
The curse became worse after Ahren and he met, the more their bond developed the sooner Ahren turned to a blood hunter. He needs to fix this, he just simply needed to fix everything which he caused.
