Chapter 9
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"You can't. You're fucking mine Mirela" Forcing his unknown feelings back he shouted at her.
"I AM NOT YOURS"
He was pulled into a deadly silent as he heard her furious shout. Her eyes were filled with rage and she was burning with rage. Ascian watched her face and he felt his heart was stabbed by someone with hundreds of knives.
She wasn't the same Mirela from three years ago, she had changed. She was not the lovely woman who spoke to him with love and care, she used to speak to him with a sweet and innocent voice. Her smile was something that made him keep her closer to him. Now everything was gone and she wasn't his Mirela, or maybe she's still the same Mirela but he's expecting the same love she gave to him three years ago, even after he hurt her brutally.
Ascian's eyes turned red as he looked at her. Her eyes were letting out uncontrollable tears but he could see that she was not ready to be with him anymore. A small painful smile appeared on his face and he took a deep breath.
"You belong to I, Ascian Lucas. That's the fact and no one can change it. Just listen to me if you didn't want me to destroy every member in that bloody pack including your bastard"
Looking straight to her eyes, he said in a calm and deadly voice. Suddenly, Mirela's face filled with fear and her lips parted as if she wanted to tell something. Her blue orbs stared into his emerald optics with disbelief. She slowly stepped towards him while wiping her tears and stopped in front of him, looking up at his eyes.
"You're not doing it Ascian. You can't be like that"
Her trembling voice made his heart clenched, watching her eyes he knew she's hiding something. She was scared of something or she's protecting something from him. Ascian could hear her heart pounding against her chest.
All of a sudden his wolf became reckless. He wanted to come out and go to where he met Mirela yesterday. Ascian forced his wolf back thinking that he's the urge to kill the useless coward that Mirela is trying to go to.
"Stay with me, I'm not doing it. You're forbidden to leave this house" he said calmly.
As soon as he said that, her eyes turned moist and tears rolled down from her eyes making her sobbed. She covered her face with her palms and cried while shaking her head as if she was going insane.
"Please let me go. I can't stay here. I want to go back, Ascian. I will die here without going back… please"
She grabbed his shirt and started to sob, her cries made him want to kill someone. He wanted nothing but vent his rage on someone. Why the hell does she want to go back? Rage took over him as he grabbed her from the back of her head and made her look at him.
"YOU'RE NOT FUCKING LEAVING ME AND GO TO THAT MOTHERFUCKER. YOU UNDERSTAND ME?" he roared
"I will paint that pack with blood, trust me Mirela. I fucking will" throwing her onto the bed, he smirked at her.
Mirela's tears didn't stop, she was looking at him with terror. Biting her lips, he saw how helpless she was but he liked it and he enjoyed seeing her like that. She was the only one woman he enjoyed watching. Her everything was just a blessing from the moon goddess. She was perfect and gorgeous in every ways
Looking at her biting her lips, he felt his lower body hardened. He wanted nothing but feel her gorgeous lips around his dick. He wanted to feel her sucking him as he always dreamed while sleeping.
He remembered how she did that three years ago. She didn't want to do it but he forced her, she was clumsy and cute at that time, biting him gently, she was afraid that she would hurt him but she didn't know how fucking awesome she was.
"Fuck"
Cursing under his breath, Ascian looked away from her lips and forced all those dirty thoughts back. If he loses his mind one day, she will be the only reason for that. So he hated it, she's making him weak.
"What the hell are you hiding from me? Tell me a valid reason for you to let go" He uttered looking at her gorgeous face, which had already turned red from crying.
A sneer appeared on her face as he said that, she wiped her tears and looked into his eyes calmly. Her action made his heart tightened but he didn't let her see that her one look can affect him so damn much.
"Do I have to give you valid reasons? Did you ever give me a valid reason for the pain you caused me? Don't ever forget what you did to me Ascian."
"You just simply watched me struggling from unbearable pain."
Her eyes were sharp and aiming daggers at him, he looked into her eyes but ye he couldn't see that she was holding hatred towards him. All her eyes showed unbearable pain and sadness. He looked away from her eyes and looked down. She's just affecting him in a dangerous way. He wondered why he even took her here with him just to suffer from the thing he had done to her three years ago.
"I don't give a fuck. But you're not leaving here"
"Take a shower and come down for breakfast"
He said as he walked towards the door. That conversation will do nothing but make him suffer and weak. He didn't want that, he will never be weak and he took her here just to make him stronger. Not to get her forgiveness for his deeds.
She's here now, so he will get what he lost for three years. He can fuck her evertime he wanted and that's what make him stronger. The touch she gave him was something beyond everything. Walking out of the room, he entered the guest room wanting to take a shower.
Taking his clothes off from his body he entered the washroom and turned on the shower. Cold water drops suppressed him easily and he combed his hair back using his fingers while his other hand was rested against the wall. He was calm and looking down. His mind was filled with something that he failed to forget.
"Would you like to have a son or daughter as your first child?"
Mirela was playing with his hair while he was resting his head on her lap, looking at the blue sky. Her sudden question made his heart stop. He has never thought about having a child, he was scared to have a child because of the childhood he faced.
If he was having a child he would never let him or her go through the same pain that he went through ever since he was three years old.
He looked at the gorgeous woman who was caressing his hair full of love, deep inside of his heart, he knew she would be a great mother to his children and she will never be similar to his mother.
His mother never loved him, she never looked at him as her son. All she did was sleep with every handsome man in the pack. She was a bitch, she wanted nothing but sex. He still remembered how he saw her having sex with a man for the first time. She was moaning and jumping up and down on him with a smile on her face.
She saw him looking at her, so she smirked at him and sped her dirty movements. He was just three years old and he wanted nothing but his mother. So he ran away from there wanting to find his father, then he saw his father sitting alone and looking up at the sky.
"Father…" he wiped his tears and ran towards him as his father got up and picked him up with a smile.
"Don't mind your mother okay? We're going for a walk" kissing his forehead his father said. He felt happy and innocently nodded at his father with a smile.
"I want a son" He smiled at Mirela and spoke in a low voice, she bit her lower lip and smiled at him with a shy face.
"I also want a son. We will name him Ahren" she bent down and kissed his forehead with a gentle smile.
"Why?" he asked,
He just couldn't understand why she wanted that name.
"The name means strength, so he will be stronger like you in the future"
Ascian turned off the shower and walked towards the mirror pulling himself back from the thoughts. He looked at himself through the mirror and his lips slowly curled upwards to a smile and he unintentionally uttered a word that he buried in the deep inside of his heart for years.
"Ahren"
