Chapter 85 ANGRY AND HELPLESS
808words
I feel so angry and helpless but sadly there is no one at whom I can take out my anger, I keep tossing and turning but couldn't fall asleep at all. I look at my phone and then send a message to my husband.
ME: I AM ANGRY
I thought he must be asleep by now but no he replies to me quickly.
HUBBY: WHY?
Seriously, I roll my eyes at his question, Don't you know? Huh…
ME: I WANT TO SLEEP WITH YOU
I press the send button and his reply pop up instantly.
HUBBY: ME TOO
Huh, I take a deep helpless sigh and then think of something.
ME: I AM COMING BACK TO OUR ROOM
Sent.
HUBBY: NO, YOU'RE NOT. STAY WHERE YOU ARE
Arghhh… I send him an angry emoji of yelling and what he sends me back initially melts down my anger.
HUBBY: BEAR FOR TONIGHT, I WILL TALK WITH ANN ABOUT IT TOMORROW. I LOVE YOU, NOW SLEEP TESSY
I read it three times and then feeling light I send him a reply.
ME: YOU BETTER TALK TO HER TOMORROW, I LOVE YOU, TOO.
And with that our little interaction finished and then I tried to sleep and finally I am off to sleep.
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RING… RING… RING
The ringing of my mobile phone disturbs my sleep, I frown and pick my phone up, "Hello." I say in a hoarse voice.
"Hey, sleepyhead, when are you going to get up?" I hear the lively voice of my husband from the other end, and I smile widely while my eyes are still closed from my sleep.
"I need my husband to come to my room and wake me up," I tell him and he chuckles in response.
"I would love to, my dear wife, but I am in the office." He informs and finally, I half opened my eyes, "Office?" I gasp in disbelief.
"It's 9 'o'clock, my dear wife." He informs and I blink my eyes multiple times as I try to check the time properly on my mobile. "F**k," I curse and sit up immediately.
That sudden movement creates a knotting pain in my stomach and I wince, "Ahh.."
"Tessy? Are you ok?" I hear Andrew's concerned voice and then put back the phone to my ear, "Yeah… Just fine…" I tell him. "Why does nobody wakes me up? Why did I sleep for so long?" I ask him in surprise.
"Ann didn't want to disturb your sleep, she thinks disturbing your sleep will affect the child so…" He explains and I frown.
"And what about us? Last night, I am not able to sleep properly, this place is new, this bed is different and also you are not here with me." I tell him grumpily.
"So, were you missing me in the bed?" He asks coquettishly and I roll my eyes, "When are you going to talk with Ann about us?" I ask him straightly and again he is paused.
"Tessy, I am trying don't force me." He inhales and I feel an outrage bursting inside me.
"Force you? Aren't husband and wife supposed to live together? First, you stayed away from me, and Now, Ann is pushing you away from me, what you both brother and sister want from me, huh?" Suddenly, I lash out at him and he seems to go mute or maybe pissed.
F**k, I start to regret my words and also get panicked with each passing second, is he going to cut the call now? But he hasn't yet, Should I end the call? I think.
And just when my heart is supposed to jump out from my heart from the anxiety, his voice comes again, slow and low, "I am sorry, Tessy. I had told you before I am not the man for you." And just as he finished his sentence the call ended.
F**k… F**k… F**k…
I curse myself multiple times and then Andrew, what is wrong with this man? Why does he always talk like a helpless man when in fact he is not. I am the one helpless in this mansion, not him, neither his sister, Anna Swan.
So then why, he always sounds weak and helpless to me? And why does he keep repeating one sentence, he is not the man for me…???
My head suddenly seems to burst out in anger and rage and I hope… I hope this night I would be able to see my husband otherwise I am going to do something that I would regret later or maybe we regret it later, Me and my husband, Andrew.
