Chapter 72 COURAGEOUS AND DRUNK
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"Hmmm… Seems like I forget the glasses…" Andrew scratches his neck looking like a young boy and I smile in admiration.
"It's fine, we can drink from the bottle," I tell him calmly and he nods his head.
I pick a romantic movie and play it, while Andrew switches off all the lights and comes to sit beside me, the movie starts and we start devouring our pizza… Ahh… having pizza after such a long time is a blessing…
I eat heartily and Andrew gives me a gentle smile, "I know you hate seafood but still you eat it quietly every day at the dinner table with us. I hope this little treat would make up slightly for all the tortures you are getting because of me." He says and I feel the warmth from his concern for me.
"If I am with you, I will happily bear all the tortures for all my life." I say truthfully and his face brightens with a huge smile, "I know, you love me a lot." He says leaning and then kissing my cheeks, "Thanks for loving me so much, Tessy."
"Hmm.." I hum in response and then wait for him to say something more as I love you? Or I am falling in love with you. Anything?
But instead, he pulls back and continues watching the movie making me slightly disappointed.
Will I ever be able to hear the three magical words from his mouth for me? I thought and then dismissing the depressing thought I put my all focus on the movie.
The movie seems very interesting and I was fully focused on it that I didn't even realize when my husband clean the boxes of pizza and cookies and then sits beside me with the bottle of wine in his hand, he uncork it and it opened with a pop.
POP
The sound of pop took my attention, He takes a sip and then offers me a sip, I take the bottle and drink from it, the wine tastes sweet and I like it. These days the taste in my mouth has changed completely because of my pathetic diet and this wine is giving me a taste of paradise.
I keep watching the movie while drinking the wine from the bottle from time to time. The wine drops on me suddenly and I take off my robe and lazily lean back on the pillow.
I think I am getting tipsy now. I was lost in the movie when I feel a tickling on my chest and then an arm wrapped around my waist pulling me closer.
"Hmmm…" I let out a fretful whimper at my husband's attempt of turning me on but still, he didn't stop, "I am watching a movie…" I tell him and he smirks as he pulls down the strap revealing my one br**st, "That I can see."
He leans down and before he is able to touch my skin, I pull up the strap, and tell firmly, "You should also watch it with me."
"No, you watch the movie while I watch you." He says as he licks his lips seductively and then again pulls down the strap.
"I prefer watching it with my clothes on," I tell him, again pulling up the strap.
"If you dare pull it up again," He looks at me with anger in his eyes… Woossshhh… But I was tipsy and somehow I get the courage to defy him, He pulls down the strap and I pull it up again, but as I touch the strap, his eyes get dark and in a moment, I am pinned to the ground with his hand over my neck, choking me slightly.
Instead of being scared, I feel aroused, and my eyes look at him provocatively.
With his other hand, he tore the straps and then grin evilly, "Wanna try that again, little Tessy?"
I look at him without a single trace of fear on my face, "You are ruining my movie, move…" I slur and then start hitting his arm which has a firm grip on my neck.
"You are not watching a movie, now.." He says and I pout, "Why?"
"Because I say so…" He says and again that evil smirk covers his face, "Why do you always provoke me, huh?" Andrew asks with a clenched jaw and his grip again tightening on my neck.
"You don't love me," I say what I feel, and what I have been pressing in my heart for a very long time.
His grip loosens at my words and he looks surprised.
"So then why I am with you, huh?" He starts to argue which I don't see is completely necessary at the moment, he can just accept the truth and that's it why exaggerating it.
"Because you are married to me," I tell him in response.
"No… I sleep with you every night and also don't forget our sex… We did it pretty well." He explains and still, I am unable to understand why is he dragging this topic.
"The sex and love are two different things Andrew, Sex you can do with any person once you get aroused, but you can't love any person… It's one in million people with whom you feel attraction, love, care, and desire. While with you I feel desirable but not loved." I speak such wisely that even I myself get surprise by the piece of information I just shared with him.
"Tessy, you are drunk…" He states and I grin widely, "I know, and… it feels very good…" I feel like dancing, I don't know why I am so happy.
"You are talking nonsense… Get up…" He pulls me up, his face straight now.
"No… first, tell me the truth… I know you don't love me…" I lay on the floor and act stubbornly, he looks down at me with a dark gaze and seethes, "Tessy, last time I am saying, drop this right now…"
My senses are not working and as I hear his words, I stupidly pull my dress down from my body and then ask, "Done dropping, anything else, hubby?"
His brows furrowed at my shameless act and he starts pacing back and forth, his hands keep going into his hair making me want to tug my fingers in his hair.
I stand up clumsily, stepping out of my dress, and then I hold his arm, he turns frowning, his gaze still dark, "What, my dear hubby? Why you are being so angry, huh? Just say you don't love me at all I won't mind…"
I keep moving and he places his hand on my waist to stabilize me, "Tessy, stop talking.." He commands and I shut my lips close in a pout.
Andrew looks down at me and then I see a sense of emotions in his eyes, he traces my eyes, cheeks, and then my lips, his fingers parting my lips slightly, his gaze getting intense as he murmurs slowly, "You're too innocent."
I couldn't keep my body still after the lava he has waken up in my body, "Hubby… Kiss me, please…" I stutter and he breathes heavily, "let's go back."
He says dismissively and feeling angry I bite his finger hard, he didn't flinch instead there is a sweet smile on his face as he watches me biting his lips. After a while, he pulls it out and then makes an attempt to pick me up but I am able to act quickly as I step away from him immediately, and in this swift motion my foot trips and I fall to the ground heavily.
"Ouch…"
"Tessy…" I hear Andrew's scolding voice, he bends down to check on me, and taking this chance I pull him down with me, before he is able to utter a single word of scolding, I quickly cover his mouth with mine as I start kissing him greedily.
His body tense and he tries to hold my arms and pull me away but I wrap them tightly around his neck and then giggling I bite his lips hard.
"Ahh… Tessy… Stop…" He growl but I didn't stop I keep kissing him until he gives me a satisfying response and after a while, as I expected, he holds my hair in a painful grip and pulls my head back to get good access to my mouth.
"Ahh.." I moan in his mouth and he starts hovering all over my body, his kisses are rough and painful but I don't mind, I am highly drunk and feel like I am hanging in the mid-air, sometimes I feel like I am flying around, sometimes I get the feeling that things are spinning.
I stay lost as my husband bends me into different positions, thrusting hard and going wild with me, my eyes blurry, my heart pounding in my chest, I don't know what's going on, I am getting crushed by something, or am I being bit my multiple dogs I don't know.
I feel nothing, my body is numb but that building sensation is still inside my body and now pressuring my V… I feel a lava releasing from my V and something filling me, I don't know, I am helpless and clueless.
My head getting heavy, I am shaking violently, I keep flipping in the air and again everything starts to spin around. "I am spinning…" I whisper hoarsely.
"Sure you are…" I hear a deep voice and then everything turns black, I hear heavy breathing and panting and then heart-wrenching pain in my scalp and then on my back but I couldn't understand what's happening around me as I fall into a long and dreamless slumber.
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