Chapter 64 SHAMEFUL BLEEDING
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"I am sorry.." I mutter an apology in a low voice.
"Why?" He asks blankly.
I bite my lips nervously and mumble under my breath. "For making you dirty." my face flames with shame and embarrassment.
"Hah," He chuckles, his response completely amazes me. "I think I am the one who just makes you dirty, no?" he raises his brow and the smile hangs on his lips making him more charming.
I look up at him, blinking bemusingly.
BLINK… BLINK…
"I bleed and that's my…" I begin to explain him briefly why I apologize to him but he suddenly cuts me off. "Tessy, there is nothing shameful between us, ok. I have eaten your saliva why can't I get your blood on my body? Huh?" He questions.
"But it's disgusting." I look down again filling with shame and resentment.
"Nothing from you makes me feel disgusted, it arouses me, it gives me satisfaction and lots and lots of happiness," he confesses and I blush feeling the warmth in my heart from his sudden confession.
"You are a very very stupid woman." He mocks and then turning me he starts to peck my lips, "Never ever bring these silly thoughts in your mind. Now go and dry yourself you are standing under the shower for more than an hour…" His tone changed into a strict one, ordering me and I quickly walk out of the washroom wrapping a towel around me.
I look for the tampons to use, there were few and I think I might need to ask for re-stock from Miss Celine. I put on my nightdress quickly and this time I choose a full sleeves nightdress that will keep me warm at the night.
I was drying my hair when my husband walks out of the shower fully naked and I roll my eyes at him, "I know how handsome and big you are. No need to remind me about it every time by showing yourself like this to me."
He laughs, his laugh is heartily and it fills our silent room, he emerges from the wardrobe after a while wearing shorts and a simple tee.
He takes the drier from my hand and starts drying my hair, I hug his waist and he smiles playfully, "Hah… are you seducing me my sweet Tessy?"
I laugh and then kiss his abs over the shirt, "Maybe.." and we both laugh together.
"It's all done," He says keeping the hairdryer back to its place, and then picks me up in the bridal style as we get to our bed. I snuggle in his arms and then fall into a deep calm sleep.
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"Ahh…" At midnight, I feel cramps in my stomach and twist my body from the pain. I hear Andrew groaning and after a while, I feel a light pat on my cheek, "Hey… are you ok?" I hear Andrew's slumbering voice and frown from the pain.
"Hmm… Cramps…" I tell him with difficulty pressing my stomach tightly.
"Do you want to see a doctor?" He asks, this time his voice seems better than before.
I shake my head as I curl myself into a ball, pressing my knees into my stomach, the pain is getting unbearable.
"Tessy…" I hear his voice anxiously calling me but I feel too weak to respond.
The pain gets worse and I keep flinching. Just then I feel the warmth on my body, it comes on my stomach and I feel relaxed, slowly losing my body, I am able to sleep while the warmth stays still on my stomach.
I sleep calmly and for a long time, until the ringing of the phone wakes me up, abruptly.
RING… RING… RING…
"Yes, we will be down in a while." I hear my husband's firm voice and then open my eyes, "What time is it?"
"Half-past 5," He replies and I sit up frowning, "Tessy, be careful." He says in concern.
"Why you're still here, go down, quickly," I tell him with my eyes half open from the sleep.
He holds my hand and pulls me closer to him, "How are you feeling now?" He asks me, his eyes looking deeply at me.
"Fine.." I tell him absentmindedly, I don't have a fair memory of what happens in my sleep, he senses my lack of knowledge and then informs, "You were having cramps last night. You were sweating profusely from the pain." He reveals and I stare at him blankly.
Not knowing how to respond to that.
"I didn't remember," I say under my breath and he sighs with relief, "That's good then," he then smiles and picks me up from the bed.
"Now get ready hurriedly and then we will go down together." He says and only then do I realize that he is ready in a suit, all set to go, but he still stays in the room why? Because he wanted to check on me?
I feel touched by his concern for me and my face glows with delight. "I love you, Andrew," I say shyly as I quickly steal a kiss from his cheek.
He puts me down and then smiles, "Tessy, don't provoke me." He quickly kisses my lips and then walks out of the washroom leaving me alone with a blushing face.
I freshen up quickly and when I walk outside, Andrew has already picked my outfit, I pull up my nightdress and he then gently helps me wear my clothes.
He kiss my shoulder as he put on the dress and then smirk looking at me with a playful gaze, "let's go." He pulls me out by holding my hand and we both reach the table while giggling and laughing.
Ann was already seated and as we see her both our smile fades, her face look stern and she looks displeased by our lack of manners. Andrew let go of his grip on my wrist immediately and then walk to greet Ann.
I follow him and greet Ann, we both take our seats and start to eat our breakfast in silence, all sober up and serious.
After breakfast, Andrew kiss my cheeks and whisper in my ears, "Take care." and then he leaves I couldn't hide the wide grin from my face at all.
"Tessa.." I hear a sharp voice and turn startled.
"Ann.. yes…"
"It would be better if you both keep your things in the room, we have servants in the house and also a person should respect other's privacy, showing up your physical affection in front of the people, who appreciate this type of behavior…?" Ann scolds me and I gulp frightened.
This is the first time that Ann is scolding me and I feel like a lump is stuck in my throat, I am unable to form any word.
"Next time, I don't want to see you both together like this. Better keep your distance in front of me and also, If you show up late next time, I won't let you have the breakfast later." She says sternly and before I am able to say anything, she picks up her bag and clicking her heels on the marble floor she left.
I feel disheartened and insulted by her words and then start to cry feeling humiliated. Miss Celine looks at me and sighs looking helpless as I run to the elevator and straight to my room. I feel very heavy and hurt, I cry for a long time.
I didn't expect Ann to be so hard at me, During lunchtime, Miss Celine enters my room with a tray of food. "Miss, are you feeling ok, now?" She asks, worried and I nod my head in response.
"Miss Swan has always been a strict lady, don't mind her words she is older than you and has also been alone for a long time, she has become cold like this." Miss Celine says and her words lessen the pain of my humiliation.
"Why don't Ann gets married?" I ask Miss Celine and she immediately jumps and then looks around cautiously, "I don't know, Miss… But we don't speak about this matter in the mansion." She whispers looking frightened.
"Hmm.." I responded in a dull mood, I don't think Ann would ever marry someone because if she was supposed to marry someone she wouldn't be forcing me and Andrew to have a child so desperately.
Maybe our child will break Ann's coldness and she will start to think about her marriage.
A thought occurs in my mind brightening my mood and I thought of discussing it with Andrew tonight. Maybe for the sake of her marriage, Andrew would agree to have a family… That thought pleases me and then I sit to eat my lunch.
When Miss Celine enters the room, I remind her to restock my tampons, and looking confused, she asks, "Why?"
"Because I am having my periods," I tell her bluntly and her jaw falls in shock.
"You're bleeding?" She exclaims and I look at her with a deep frown, what is it so unusual in having my periods, huh?
"Yes, I am." I tell her and she asks, "When does it start?"
"Last night," I tell her and then shift in my place when I remember my husband's sweet torture on my V.
AHEM… AHEM…
I cough to shake away all the wild memories of last night, "I need to inform Miss Swan about this." Miss Celine says to herself and before I am able to stop her, she is gone like a wind.
F**k me…
