Chapter 170
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He takes a sip of his beer "I've held it together all week I just want to sit down and be sad"
"Ok yeah we can do that too" I lean back in the couch with him "anything you want." I am doing a great job at keeping it together.
After a while he replies "you mean that?" "Mean what?"
"When you said we can do anything I want" he stops smiling instead his eyes glisten as he is asking
this serious question
"Umm yeah anything you want" I smile nervously. He stares at me not saying a word I awkwardly smile back trying to figure out what he wants. "What do you want?" I finally ask realizing he isn't going to say anything
Without replying he moves towards me and kisses me. My mouth is too shocked to reacted so I just sit there with my mouth open and my eyes wider than they've ever been as he kisses me, noticing how shocked I am he pulls away. I try to figure out why he would kiss me as I continue to look into his eyes, in shock he says "say something" I try to form the words but they would not escape my mouth "I shouldn't have kissed you I'm sorry" he gets up "God you probably think I'm trying to use you, I'm not I swear" grabbing his things "I'll go I'm sorry"
I quickly get up as he's about to walk away "do it again" I smile
"Yeah?" He raises an eyebrow and I shake my head yes. Coming towards me he stops when our faces are only inches apart "I've always kind of wanted to do this you know" he leans in and I wait patiently as his lips slowly make their way to mine. He kiss me and I stand there like a dummy afraid to touch him, ERIC HORTON'S TONGUE IS IN MY MOUTH! I can't panic! Not right now. But what do I do? Do I touch him too? Wait for him to put my hands on him? God his lips feel so good "remember when you were my school wife?" He asks as he nibbles on my neck
"Ye-yep I- I think" I ramble
He laughs "am I making you nervous Jude?"
"N-no I-I'm great! Just perfect!" I'm losing my shit
He takes my hand and pulls me along with him. Walking into my bedroom he shuts the door then pushes me on the bed "I can't think of a better place to be right now" he says as he slowly crawls between my legs and raising my shirt kissing trails on my stomach
"I- I think you might be right" oh my god WE'RE TOTALLY GONNA HAVE SEX!
He pulls my shirt over my head and I do the same to him. We strip each other down to our underwear, and we lay side by side with our legs all wrapped up. None stop kissing as his hands grope my ass "God you have such a nicer ass than Kaya" I take the compliment while I try to not let him mentioning her right now get to me
"Thank you" we continue to kiss. We've been kissing and cuddling for a good 20 minutes "would you want to um..." I signal towards our underwear meaning is he ready to do this
"Would it be ok if we stayed like this for a bit? I'm not sure I'm really ready yet" "Yeah totally" we lay there just kissing and talking.
It's about 2 am now "I miss middle school"
"Yeah me too" we lay on our back staring at the ceiling just talking, still in our underwear
"It used to be just you and me, no drama and stupid girls" we laugh "oh my god remember Chanel O'Connor?!" He gets excited
"Yeah! The girl who made us get into a fight with each other and got suspended for 4 days!"
"Yeah!" He laughs "she was hot." We continue to talk until the next day my alarm goes off "we didn't sleep at all"
"I know" I reply as I turn my alarm off.
We stand really close getting dressed and smiling at each other "can I drive you to school?" Eric asks as he helps me put my shirt on
"I'd like that but I have to pick Stacy up so I should probably drive myself" I wonder if he's gonna mention last night.
"Ok that's fine. Would you want to hang out at lunch or something? We can get food off campus" "Sure."
After we get dressed he grabs me "I don't want you think this is it, I want to try this out"
He comes closer to my face "I want that too" I reply, we start to kiss and the kiss starts to deepen. Our kiss gets intense and I don't think we're going to stop, he's going for my shirt which I just put on! My phone dings causing us to jump from each other "sorry it's a text" I quickly take my phone out of my pocket
"We should go it's almost 8" we leave my room and walk outside. We stand between our cars "I'll see you at school"
"I'll be there" we peck each other and I leave.
"DID YOU GUYS HAVE SEX?" Stacy climbs my car asking "Yep we had hot steamy sex" I lie
"No you didn't" she says with a straight face "How do you know?"
"No one says hot steamy sex Jude" she's probably right
"We didn't have sex, instead we made out for a long time, then caught up a bit, then just talked about random shit"
"That's boring" she frowns
"Really?" I loved every minute.
