Chapter 87
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I stayed on his room for a while. My heart and pride are fighting. I wanted to go out and rant, but I'm too annoyed even move a finger right now. He kows about the knot, but he's not using it.
He can literally talk to me using his consciousness. Does that mean he's not looking for me? That jerk.
"Have you eaten?" Steve asked. I lifted my head to look at him. Iknow that I look like an exhausted piece of potato right now, but I don't care. My heart is broken y'all. My man is not looking for me. Is he not worried?
"I can grab you something to eat," he offered. I shook my head and just lay flat on his bed.
I'm starting to feel envious. Freeda and Cecilia are lucky to have Travis and Steve. They're like the most patient and caring boyfriends ever. Steve is not even forcing himself to Freeda.
I almost forgot. Freeda's not his true parsen. I wonder what happened to his parsen? And how did they end up being a pair? That's fishy. It's not like they can bribe a findan fairy. I remember the issue we had uring parsenation ceremony and the findan fairies were so genuine and honest.
Now, that I'm thinking about it. How the hell they end up being with each other?
Wait... Is he?
I diverted my gaze on Steve. He's doing something on his dresser. The memory of him from the Batailen flashes my mind. He has the same gift as Freeda. They're both shapeshifters. Is it possible that he's not a Chosen, but a Mythonian?
"Why are you staring at me?"
My eyes grew big from what he said. How did he know I'm looking at him. I quickly turn my head way and pretended that I wasn't looking at him.
"What are you talking about?" I replied. He chuckled.
"I can see you through the mirror," he said. "Look, the drawers of these dresser have mirrors." He showed me what he's talking about and I blushed when I found out that he's saying the truth.
Damn!
"Sorry," is all I managed to say. It would have been better if I just told him the truth. Why did I have to lie? It just made everything awkward. It's not like staring is so embarassing. I could just say nonsense reasons.
"It's okay. I was just asking because you looked serious." He smiled. I nodded my head.
Okay, I have to go. Staying here will not do my any good. I still have to discuss with him what God Hlaford told him. I was such a brat when I walked out, but his allegation towards Aluncina is genuinely offending.
I was sexpecting him to filter his words, but he didn't.
Such a jerk.
"I'll have to leave," I said and stand up. He lookde at me and smiled. "I'm sorry if I came here unannounced. I really apologized." I smiled shortly. He nodded his head and pull out something from his pocket.
"Here. You can have this." He handed me a small pouch. I stare at it for a few moments before accepting it. I opened it and check what's inside.
A seed?
"It's a love seed. It helps fill the ambiance in your room with love. It doesn't really do much, but it sure helped me with Freeda's hatred towards me. You can plant in on your room. You guys seem to fight quite often." He scratched the back of his head.
So that explains the flowers in his room.
"Thank you for this," I said and smile. He puts his hands on his pockets and smile back. I walked to the door say my goodbyes to him. There isn't really much to say, but I'll have to, at least, give him a clue on Freeda's true identity.
I don't want him to hurt himself.
"Good luck," he wished. Steve was about to close the door when I blocked it. He stopped and look at me. "Did you forget something?" he asked. I ceared my voice before opening my mouth to speak.
"You've been such a good friend to me. I just want to give you a little advice," I said. He smiled and nodded. "Don't give your all. Leave something for yourself. The only vortan that will never leave you is you."
Those are the last things I said to him before I said my final goodbye. I saw the confusemet in his eyes, but I am in no position to tell him what's going on.
I know that he'll realize it too someday. That Freeda is not her true parsen.
*****
The sky is dark. This day is so gloomy and my tummy is growling already. I haven't had my lunch and breakfast. Should I head to the dining hall?
"Ivaaaaaaaw!"
My ears twitched when I heard Bubble's voice. I turned to look at her and my smile wiped off when I saw the guy beside him.
It's Damon... And he looks so freaking mad.
I wanted to run away, but I can't feel my legs. My eyes widened when he suddenly pulled me to a tight embrace. I can feel his heart beating through my chest. I flinched when he buried his face in my neck. His hot breathing is making my body hair go crazy.
"Baby," he whispered. I slowly lifted my hand to hug him back. Did he missed me so bad?
He pulled away from me. His hands are on both of my shoulders and he's giving me a serious look, but I can still see the visible worry in his eyes.
"Where were you? I've been looking for you everywhere," he blurted. I stared at his green eyes. Those eyes are beautiful.
"I thought you were abducted. I was about to call for God Hlaford's help." He released a deep sigh. I lifted my hand to caress his face.
This is the Damon I know.
I snaked my arms on his neck and the next thing I knew is I'm already kissing him. It made him froze, but he then puts his hands on my waist to support me. I didn't mind even if we're outside and there's a high chance of somebody entering and seeing us.
I want him.
Now.
*****
I know. I ended up eating not a meal, but him. I don't want to explain what happened to us in full detail, but I can tell that he missed me a lot. Have I mentioned this fact already?
Dragonians are ten percent more blessed down there.
It's a stupid fact, but I thought you'd want to know. We were on bed for like hours and he's sleeping peacefully next to me now. He's such an angel when he's asleep.
I picked my clothes and open the door. I'm sure that Bubbles is here and I'm not wrong. She's pushing a trolley.
"Ivaaaaaw?" she asked. I didn't understand what she said, but I think she's trying to ask if I'm okay. I bet she witnessed our little make out session earlier.
I smiled at her. I extended my hand to pat her head. I haven't done this to her for so long. I missed treating her like my sister.
"Oh!"
I winced when I felt something popping in my hand. I opened my left hand to see another hair clip. It looks like flowers. So cute.
"Aww! This is so cute," I said. I looked at my little ivaw who look so proud of I just received. She dances around and makes a funny noise.
I ended up gettting trolley from her and letting her leave. I'm not sure where she goes whenever she's free, but she looks like she's been busy on doing some things.
I lifted the lids up and my tummy clapped in joy when I saw the feast before me. I wanted this so bad.
I glanced at my sleeping parsen. He looked so tired. I might as well start eating now,
