Chapter 3 Brace for Impact
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Feeling a sharp pain pass through my chest, I didn't understand what was happening to me. I felt like a piece of my heart had been ripped out and fed to my new Alpha, Alpha Jaxon. I didn't know him, and he didn't know me, but I knew I would do anything for my savage Alpha. My core tightened, and lust took over me. I imagined what he would feel like, pulsating into me with his huge arms—bigger than my two legs together—holding me in place between them. The thought excited me. I quickly ran inside my house once I could no longer see him or his red-haired beauty, who would soon be my Luna.
Once in the safety of my bedroom, I locked the door. It took me a moment to jiggle the lock; I couldn't remember the last time I had locked my bedroom door. My room felt so hot and humid, as if I were on fire from still feeling his touch, even if it had lasted only a brief second. I opened the window slightly and pulled down the thin straps from my tight white dress, one by one. When the dress finally hit the floor, I lay back on my bed, resting my head against the bed frame. The heat pooling between my legs felt like nothing I had experienced before—my pussy was pulsing to be touched. I slid my hand down my core, just over my lace underwear, stroking small circles over my clit. I stared up at my wood-paneled ceiling, feeling as if the walls of my bedroom could just swallow me whole. All I could imagine was that it was his hand stroking my pussy, as I softly moaned out his name.
I felt eyes on me, as if someone were watching. I groaned in agitation; I just needed my release from whatever pressure was shooting through me. I glanced out my window and saw no one, but at that moment, I decided I didn't even care if someone did see me. Let them watch, I chuckled in the back of my mind. A thought in my head pictured Alpha Jaxon watching me pleasure myself for him. Just thinking about him made my heart race. I slid my hand under the hem of my panties, slightly shimming them down while slowly parting my legs to expose my bare pussy. I continued rubbing my clit faster and faster until I couldn't bear the sensation anymore. There was so much wetness in my folds; he was doing all kinds of wild things to my body. I shoved a finger into my pussy and thrusted it in and out, oh-so-violently. I gasped and felt a breath escape me as I moaned, "Alpha Jaxon, MORE!" I felt my warm cream coat my pussy lips just as his name left my lips.
Feeling silly, I slipped my dress back up over my body and finally placed the straps back on my shoulders. Alpha Jaxon already had a mate; I must have just been horny, trying my best to explain my situation to myself. The realization didn't stop me from thinking that he probably bent over his mate every night and filled her completely with his come over his desk. "Stop, Addie," I told myself. "He was ruthless. If I ever were lucky enough to find my mate, I would never want a mate like him. I want him to be a kind, playful, and gentle wolf—someone who I know would love me until I took my last breath. Definitely not a bloodthirsty Alpha who only craves power."
I turned the back corner from my room to the long wooden staircase that led to the kitchen. I stumbled in on an obviously secretive conversation because my parents, Leah and Bailey, all stopped speaking, wide-eyed, glaring at me. "You all look like you've seen a ghost. What's going on?" I shuffled my weight from one foot to another. The shocked expressions mixed with an imminent wave of fear coming from them confirmed that something was indeed wrong.
"Well, where should we start? Oh, I know! How about the fact that our Alpha was killed and we now have to submit to a complete monster of an Alpha?" my sister Leah shook her head in disappointment.
"Adeline," my father spoke gently, "I realized that I would at some point be re-shuffled among the pack, considering that we now have a new Alpha with his own betas, deltas, and enforcers. I never thought that there would be a chance I would end up as an omega, though." His eyes filled with tears, clearly holding them back. Our family, the Taylors, came from a long line of enforcers. We were proud of our status, our ability to fight with such strength, and proud to see enforcer positions inherited generation after generation. This was undoubtedly killing my father. His pride was not only injured, but I could also feel the anger radiating off him.
My legs started to shake as my feet planted firmly on the floor. I closed my eyes and allowed the news to slowly process in my brain. There had to be something we could do. "Not even a full day here, and Alpha Jaxon is ruining our lives, tearing our pack apart," I mumbled, agitated.
"Tell me about it. When he grabbed your face outside, I thought he was going to rip your throat out at that moment," Bailey responded angrily, clenching her fists until her knuckles turned white.
"Bails, I refuse to be scared of him. He's a power-hungry Alpha, and I told you already, he will never be my Alpha," I shrieked as the tension in the room grew.
My mother slammed her fists down on the kitchen counter hard, causing us all to stop and stare. My mother was a sweet woman, too sweet for her own good, and she always saw the best in people. She was a glass-half-full woman, always finding the positives in any situation. I smiled slyly, looking over at my sister. "I suppose Mom's right. There's no use being hysterical for something that hasn't happened yet— although I'm sure it will." Leah locked eyes with mine, knowing I was trying to calm my parents while, in truth, I was so angry at Alpha Jaxon. I wanted to hate him with every fiber of my being.
"Exactly, baby girl," my mother agreed. "I also know that a special birthday is a few days away, and I don't want the situation with our pack to ruin it for you. I'm so proud and excited for you. I hope you meet your mate soon; there really isn't any more fulfilling feeling." I felt my cheeks start to warm again. "Oh Moon Goddess, the sooner, the better," I pled in my thoughts. I couldn't spend any more energy obsessing over Alpha Jaxon. He was evading each and every of my thoughts.
