Chapter 37
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"Why are you so quiet?"
"What do you want me to say? I only say what's on my mind and now I can't."
"Why?"
"Because if I speak about it, it'll be frustrating to me."
I smiled to myself, understanding.
"So, you're just gonna wait on me?"
"Yeah, love. Silence is the only thing that can save you and I now."
I smiled again and my mind drifted back to that afternoon. Oh that tongue. I was so ready for Shane but I didn't know how to put it in words. And that frustrated me too.
*
We reached home and went to the room to change. Shane got undressed till he was only in boxers. He clearly still had his boner. He then received a phone call and sat on the bed to answer.
Meanwhile, my body growing as hot as his, I went into the bath and undressed. Below was some new lingerie bra and panties I'd bought which he'd never seen. It was a red net bra with matching sexy red net panties. I was gonna let him know I was ready. But I needed courage first.
I left the bathroom in that bra and panties and walked past him, I could clearly feel his eyes on me as I walked. I opened the door and left the room, heading downstairs for the kitchen. I had a feeling that he'd be following me after that call. I knew he would.
I got Into the kitchen, got a glass and served myself strong whisky. I'd never ever tasted alcohol in my life. But that night I was gonna do it. I wanted to get slightly tipsy so I would have the courage. Bracing myself, I drank three straight glasses of the strong whisky. It was awful! But I had to. I added another full glass and in a few minutes, I felt the adrenaline. It was so strong that in those few minutes I was tipsy. But of course I still had my senses in place.
I went to the sink and began washing the afternoon's dishes, yup in my bra and panties. I wanted Shane to come. I new I would turn him on in the red undies. And so I waited patiently and washed the dishes.
About a minute later, I heard him come down the stairs. I smiled to myself. I heard him come into the kitchen. He didn't speak. He just stood at the entrance and stared at me. He was so silent that I almost turned to look at him when I suddenly felt his hardness against my ass. A low gasp escaped my mouth. He didn't speak but just stood there, close behind me, his hardness poking through his boxers at my ass. I didn't speak too and as I washed the dishes, I moved my ass, slightly pushing it against him. I could hear his raged breathing. I was clearly driving him crazy. He'd told me that when the time would reach, I'd be in charge right? Okay.
"Do you want me?" I asked in a low voice.
'Thank you whisky.'
I could've never said that in my right senses.
He held my waist, pulling me closer against him.
"You know I do." he whispered and kissed my neck, I leaned back into him as he kissed it. When he began caressing me, I turned to him and slowly pushed him away.
"But you need my approval first."
He stared at me. I was clearly frustrating him. But the irony was, I was frustrating myself too. I wanted his hotness.
"You wanna play that game, honey?" he asked in a low husky voice.
I smiled.
"Yeah."
He smirked.
"I see. Well, guess what?"
"What, Shane?"
"I don't give a damn."
Before I could say anything, he wrapped me in his strong arms and kissed me slow and rough, draining away all my courage and any form of resistance. Then he broke the kiss.
"You drank?"
"Um, a few glasses."
"I see. So it means you're ready for me?" he smirked mischievously, his voice husky and sexy as hell.
"Yeah."
He smirked.
"I'm all yours. You're in charge."
I suddenly didn't want to be in charge anymore.
"Shane, I don't want to be in charge anymore. I want you to be in charge."
He smiled
"Okay, baby. But you should know that if I'm in charge, there's no turning back."
He said with a wicked smile that made me doubt my choice.
"I know. I'm ready."
"Fine." he grabbed my hand and led me upstairs to the room.
***
Shane opened the door and let me into the room first. I felt cold all of a sudden. Things were gonna change from this night. Was I ready?
He reduced the brightness of the lights from behind me, giving the room a romantic atmosphere with its now dim lights.
A low gasp escaped my mouth when I felt Shane's strong arms wrap me from behind, his warm tongue on my neck and his hardness against my ass. I moaned softly and leaned into him, tilting my head to the side so he would have more access to my neck.
"Are you ready?" he whispered.
"Y- yes."
I felt him smile against my neck. He made me face him and then gave me a rough, slow and passionate kiss. I melted in his arms. When he broke the kiss, we stared into each other's eyes in the dim light.
"Get on the bed, sweetheart."
It was an order that gave me goosebumps. Not at all the kind of order you get everyday.
"And get on four legs." he added.
I was the one who wanted him to be in charge right? I did as I was told. I climbed on the bed and got on four legs, my ass to him.
I shivered when I felt his hands on me. His palms slowly caressing my ass. Then, I closed my eyes when he began to play with my panties.
