Chapter 100: I desire you
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"Something doesn't feel right," I mentioned to Lynn as we stepped into our private elevator to head back up to our suite. There was a tightness in my chest and my instincts were usually spot on.
"What do you mean?", She asked
I shrugged as I stared straight ahead. I didn't know what to say as I couldn't pinpoint the problem. There was something much deeper going on. I could feel it.
"Half a million just seems like so much money for the debts they mentioned. How much money did your lawyer cost? It just doesn't seem to be adding up." I ran a hand over my face as I blew out a breath.
My head was pounding and I had long ago lost my buzz. A hangover took its place and all I wanted to do was crawl into bed and sleep, but there was no way I could fall asleep with my mind going as fast as it was.
"I didn't think he cost that much and when the divorce was finalized, Jason was supposed to cover his costs. I wanted nothing to do with him once it was finalized and I was so lost that I didn't even think to check up on it."
I moved to her and embraced her against my chest. This woman has been through so much and her entire family was making it worse. I wish she could do what I did and just turn her cheek the other way and never speak to them again. But I knew Lynn loved them. I just hope they love her back because if any of them hurt her again, I won't hesitate to destroy them.
Our elevator doors finally slid open and we were back in our suite. I released Lynn and guided her inside before she slumped down on the couch.
"Why don't you go start a hot shower for us? I just need to make a call to check up on Dakota and then I'll join you," I told Lynn.
She nodded and got up from the couch before she disappeared into the bedroom. I knew I shouldn't hide anything from lynn again but she'd stop me from doing this if she knew. Her family was still her family. I waited until the shower was running and I heard the door open and close before I made the call.
"Piper here," the rough male voice greeted. I squeezed my eyes shut and wished I wasn't calling this guy, but I had no other choice. The last time I spoke to him, he dug up information about my own family and changed everything.
"Piper, it's DrakeHudson. I need another favor."
After giving him all the details, I hung up and tossed my phone on the nightstand before I joined Lynn in the shower.
I watched her as I undressed and felt my heart swell with so much love for her. She was the most gorgeous woman on the planet and the way the water ran down her body made my hands itch to touch her.
When I stepped into the shower, she turned and smiled at me, still rinsing her hands through her hair that made her breasts perk up. My mouth watered but I was going to keep my hands to myself.
I stepped beneath the spray and let the hot water run down over my head, blurring my vision for just a moment. Lynn stepped up to me then and ran her soapy hands over my chest. I inhaled a deep breath and closed my eyes as I enjoyed feeling her hands cascade down my pectorals.
"Oh," lynn rasped.
My eyes whipped open as I looked down to find her staring down at my dick. It was at full attention and I didn't even feel it. My body reacted to her without my conscious mind joining the party. This woman was seriously ruining me but in the best way possible.
"I'm sorry," I murmured.
I remembered taking her in her childhood bedroom and feeling fucking horrible about it. This shouldn't be happening so soon after everything that's happened, but I couldn't help myself. She was like my own personal viagra.
She shook her head. "Don't ever be sorry, Drake." She stepped up to me and wrapped her hand around my dick as she stared up into my eyes. My mouth fell open and my hands went to the wall to hold myself up. "Is this okay?"I knew she was referring to my freak out from earlier today as I bit my bottom lip and nodded at her.
The drunk emotions had disappeared and all I wanted now was to release the tension in my dick. We could talk in the morning when we had a good night's rest after I fucked her brains out.
Her hand began to slowly stroke me but it was almost too much. I growled out and pulled her hand off of my dick as I grabbed her thighs and lifted her up. Then I sank her down onto my dick so hard that she let out a scream. Fuck, I was so deep and she was still impossibly tight.
"Ohmygod!" She cried out as she gripped my shoulders and tried to ride me.
I pushed her against the wall and began to fuck her so hard that my toes began to cramp. Then my earlier words came back to haunt me. I'll only ever be a pole for women to sit on. And then I set her back on her feet and slipped out of her. I have to stop fucking her when we should be speaking.
"Drake? Are you okay?" She tried to touch my face but I pushed her hand away and went for the shower door handle. "Hey!" She boomed.
I froze in my spot and waited for her to continue speaking. I was too ashamed of my actions to look her in the eyes.
"Why did you stop?"
I bit down hard on my bottom lip and finally looked at her over my shoulder.
"Because fucking you when you're so damaged is not the right thing to do, lynn."
