Chapter 46: Need to know the truth
1005words
"It was my sister at the door, Lynn," I blurted out, feeling my heart racing in my chest. "I don't have a girlfriend. If you haven't noticed, I'm not really the girlfriend type of guy."
Her expression turned to surprise and I could tell she was waiting for me to explain.
I took another deep breath and did just that. "I didn't want my sister to know about you, she'd ask way too many questions in which I don't have the answers to. I'm sorry for making you feel like that. You should also know that if I ever did have a girlfriend, I would never cheat on her. I maybe an asshole, but I'm not the big one."
She was chewing on the inside of her lips as she studied my face.
"Why are you over here now, Drake?"
"I came to apologise, I was really weird today and then I kicked you out without an explanation."
She nodded. "Is that all?"
I shook my head. "No. If you're not busy right now, I need to ask you a favor." "Fuck, i so didn't want to do this right now. "My sister is in the shower right now and I need to run up and pick her meds. She doesn't want to be alone and won't come with me. W_will you, are you busy..., I.. I ," I paused to scratch the back of my neck again. "Go sit with her?" She finished for me and I nodded. Her laugh echoed around me and I think I let out a relieved breath. She isn't that pissed at me, after all. "Yeah, I can do that. Let me go out some pants on first."
She turned and went back to the house, leaving the door open and I couldn't stop myself from getting a good look at her bare legs. I had just had them quivering not even thirty minutes ago and I wanted to tell her to skip the pants and take her right there on her stairs. But I didn't.
Then she was back, wearing black leggings and flip flops. It was actually turning me on to see Lynn so relaxed and in this light. I pictured her looking like this in the morning after a night in my bed, making us breakfast as we laughed together. Fuck. I shook my head and ignored more thoughts like that. What the hell is wrong with me?!
"Ready when you are," she stated, nodded outside.
"Right, yeah, okay." I spun and quickly went down the front steps, hearing her following behind me. I have wanted to peek over my shoulder at her, making sure she was there and then I finally did. She was just a few bit behind me, looking down but my eyes went straight to her bouncing tits. She wasn't wearing a bra and my dick started to come to life in my jeans.
You'd think I'd be sated after the sex we just had but that wasn't the case when it came to Lynn. Even after our fucking upstairs I wanted her again. Pushing her out the back door and walking away from her to answer the front door made me want her again. It literally took everything I had not to ignore my sister, run after lynn and fuck her in the backyard. It was as if my body and soul wanted to remind her that she was mine. But that would never happen because she isn't mine.
"She's probably still in the shower. Do you want me to stick around until she gets out to introduce you two?" I was nervous for reasons I couldn't explain.
"Nah, we're being girls, I think we can manage."
I didn't want to leave and I definitely didn't want to leave her alone with my sister, but I really need to go get those meds for Dakota. Luckily for me, the pharmacy wasn't too far away and I could be back in record time.
"Okay, I'll be right back. She mentioned wanting to sit out by the pull. There's food and drinks in the and...."
"Drake," Lynn cut me off, placing her hand on my arm, "we will be fine."
I wanted to kiss her. I don't know why that thought just came into my mind, but it did. I wanted to slam her up against the wall and kiss her so passionately that no other man would ever compare to me. But I didn't do that either. I grabbed my car keys and ran for the garage, needing to step away before I changed my mind.
But the entire drive to the pharmacy left me haunted. I was letting lynn get too close when I should be pushing her further away from me. Deb's words from earlier today came back into my mind and I cursed beneath my breath, gripping the steering wheel tighter. I didn't want Lynn's to love me because I didn't deserve her love. The only thing she deserved was the truth from me and for her to make her own decision. When she finds out that I fuck women for a living, it would be a matter of time before she left me. And that's when I knew I had to tell her tonight. I can't keep stringing her along this, she needs to know.
After paying for Dakota's meds, I got back in my Audi and I had to speed home, almost afraid of what I'd find when I returned. Dakota could be a lot to handle sometimes and I really hope they're getting along. I won't be surprised if I got home and find thatl went home, though. My sister can be a real bitch and I know Lynn enough to know that she wouldn't take shit from my sister. She would probably tell her to fuck off and then storm back to her place next door.
